For years I have had irregular periods. For a few years I was treated for ovarian cysts and that worked out great. When we moved from a metropolitan area in Texas to a rural area of New Mexico I kind of brushed it off not wanting to find an OB-GYN because, let's face it, who does? After 2 years and a serious lack of periods I finally broke down. I would love not to have one, but I am smart enough to know it is not good to not have them. There is not a chance of pregnancy. I had my tubes tied back in 2011 due to my fragile health. I found an OB-GYN. After a detailed exam and discussion she knew things might be more complicated. She ran some blood work and called back a few weeks later to notify me that I have ovarian failure. What's that?
Well, I had been warned since my early thirties that many auto-immune diseases cause early menopause. My assumption was that may be what is causing me to be irregular. I have never heard of ovarian failure. The Mayo Clinic refers to it as ovarian insufficiency. That word again, "insufficiency". Seems to be one of my running themes. Basically, my ovaries are not producing enough estrogen and/or eggs. This is not normal for women under 40. It is different from menopause in that women with ovarian failure or insufficiency can have periods on and off and possibly even get pregnant during this time (not me). Women who have premature menopause stop having periods completely. Glad we got that sorted out. So the next question is what do we do about that?
The doctor talked about hormone therapy and a few other things. All of which I listened to but barely understood. This is not in my wheel house and I have never even researched them. I am such an information junkie, I am usually ahead of the curve. She then explained she wanted to consult with an endocrinologist (specializes in hormone and hormone glands) as well as my primary care physician to go over options for any possible treatment. Her concern, of course, was starting something that may be dangerous considering my complex medical history. She heard I broke some bones in my foot so she decided to have a bone density scan done.
I had to go to the local hospital. All diagnostic imaging is done there in our small town. That is a scary experience during COVID and I have been there several times since I broke my foot for different scans. A side note to this is the woman who checked me in was not wearing a mask. It is state mandated and it is a hospital. That made me uncomfortable. The scan took hardly any time. She did have to take my official height. I am proud to say I am officially 5'3". I am the tall one in my family haha Due to the pandemic, results get to the doctors faster. Radiologists are not having to do as much since healthcare is focused on necessity right now. The very next day the OB-GYN called to let me know I have osteoporosis.
Now that was not what I was expecting. I am pretty good at being prepared for a new diagnosis. My gut instincts are good at knowing even before I consciously know myself. Not this time. Because it is not something that was on my radar and no one in my family has really talked about it, I honestly had no concrete idea on what the different bone diseases/disorders meant. She explained and I listened, but I can't relay what she said. I don't think it registered at the time. Again, she wanted to consult with my endo and primary care doctor before starting any treatment, but some treatment is needed. I do take a calcium supplement and vitamin D because I do not absorb them naturally. She believes some hormone treatment may be necessary at this point.
Osteoporosis literally means porous bone. Bones do have a blood supply. They also have two very important cells called osteoblasts and osteoclasts. The osteoblasts break bones down. Osteoclasts rebuild. Diabetics already produce more osteoblasts than osteoclasts which is why it takes longer for our bones to heal along with poor circulation. In osteoporosis there are also more osteoblasts than osteoclasts causing the body to lose more bone than it can reproduce. This makes the bones porous and brittle. Sometimes something as little as a sneeze or minor bump can cause a bone to break. The main concerns are the spine, hips, and wrists. I have read that even just sitting there a vertebrae may crumble. How do you protect yourself when you are a 37 year old mother?
Strength training, impact exercises, and nutrition. So, we know I can only do so much nutrition wise. I eat as healthy as I can within my limitations. My body does not absorb all nutrients. I take supplements to help, but it is not a fix all. I am limited in protein intake due to my gastroparesis. Most of us know, protein is crucial for repair and development of the body. That one gets me. I have always exercised. In the past ten years it has really only consisted of long walks and yoga. Since my broken foot I have had to become more creative. I do a lot of floor or chair work which really strengthens your arms, abs, butt, hips, and back. Little did I know, that strength training is exactly what is necessary for osteoporosis. Score one for Lauren. The impact exercises will come in due time. They are things like walking, running, and jumping. But at least I know. Now, I can be sure to do a variety of exercises even beyond my foot injury.
I have mentioned this before, but I found some great content on YouTube for "hurt foot" workouts. Donovan Green (Dr. Oz's trainer) and Caroline Jordan are my two favorites. They make chair cardio videos. Caroline also makes floor barre and total body non-weight bearing workouts. I have come to really enjoy them. I used to be a long distance runner and basketball player. These workouts get me to that level of intensity. Who would've thought? Walking and yoga are peaceful, but nothing beats a runners' high. I am strengthening muscles I didn't know I had yet are so crucial to preventing injury. They have even gotten my shoulder feeling great. I had a labral tear last August and have struggled through physical therapy and more to rehab. These exercises really strengthen your posture muscles in turn strengthening your shoulders. I highly suggest you try it before you knock it, especially during this pandemic. It will reduce anxiety, help you strengthen, possibly lose weight (if needed), and as my son puts it, "It's somethin' to do". I recruited him for my evening routines. It has changed my life for the better.
That is what is so cool. We all say, "there is always a rainbow at the end of a storm" or "the sun will come out tomorrow" yet it is difficult to really internalize. We also know there is power in positive thinking. Well, the shoulder injury and then the foot injury seemed horrible, but have now proven to actually be a blessing. They have made me really slow down. I tend to push myself beyond my limits then pay for it. These injuries have reset my mind reminding me to not push so hard. They also brought me to new exercises. I learned I really enjoy things I normally passed up. That has made me rethink trying other new things in other aspects of my life, These two trainers are incredible at educating while not judging. They are motivational. I have learned to be compassionate with myself. I am constantly reminded to be grateful for how incredible the human body is. It is one of the rare things that can heal and get stronger. I am better at pushing away negativity. I am better at focusing on my health. That helps all else fall in to place.
As I sit here with my foot propped up and no end in sight, I do feel thankful. I am excited for the day I can walk again because that just means I can add more to my arsenal. I will never get bored with the variety of exercises I can do. I may not be competing anymore, but I think I am stronger than when I was. I talk about exercise so much because I love it. Movement is medicine. Having a bad day> Exercise and get endorphines. Feeling tired? Exercise and get endorphines. Bored? Don't eat. Get up and move. The endorphine rush is real. The best natural remedy on earth. As long as you are doing it right and for the right reasons, there are only good side effects. Even as sick as I am, I think I was born with far too much energy and I have to get it out some way.
So, welcome osteoporosis and ovarian failure. I am here to fight and win.
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